Monday, May 31, 2010

Does this ever get any easier? I feel like even with all the technology in the world, skype, email, phones and text messaging, I feel like half my heart is missing. Seeing my husband makes me miss him a little more, if that makes sense. I wish that he was there, relaxing with me, chatting with me, living our lives. 

I know that this is a decision that we both made. We chose the Navy and this is the life we wanted to have. This doesn't make it easier. What does make it a little easier is that I know that God has a plan for us. I know that this is apart of the plan and that it is making our relationship stronger and making us lean on Him more. 

Generally I am a super happy, see the bright side in everything, glass is totally half full kind of person. There is something about this blog that makes me feel like I can vent all of my sad feelings. I am still a happy person. Maybe next time I will blog about how freakin happy I am and how being away from my husband makes me very happy (not.)

Well I am off now. Off to skype with my hubs and miss him a little more. I love that boy!

1 comment:

Amanda said...

Friend, I am sorry you are having a hard day. Just like when we talked the other day, there are good days, and bad days. Ups and downs. It will get easier when you get to be with him. Once you are back to living with him, all will be okay again. Love you bunches! Let me know if I can do anything for you!